Eye appointment.

Now I'm going to bore you all with my eye appointment results, ooh you are lucky!

Well I went at half ten this morning, had those drops that dilate your eyes and make everything blurry then had to wait another half an hour for them to work. Got called in, sat down  and then he realized he forgot the scanning gel so I had to go back out and wait another hour *unhappy face*

They then called me back in and told me I couldn't have the scan because the scan machine was in Suite ten or something like that xD So I have to go back Friday. But he did put gel on my eyeballs and took photographs. It was a weird experience, someone touching your eyeballs xD

And the results were that I had some calcified deposits on my optic nerves! Never heard of that before in my life but he said that it's okay as long as I don't get any weird pains etc. but he will keep checking just to make sure :)

So back on Friday for a scan and then not again for another few months if all goes well :D

Such a weird thing to be told you've got; calcium deposits on your eyes. Never even heard of it before. Didn't know you could get deposits on your eyes O.o

PS! I have a Kobo eReader. I love it and am downloading Stephen King books as we speak....not literally, but I am xD

NX

'Sup :D

My day hasn't been that interesting, but since I'm back writing again I've been told to write more often to get the practice.

It's been roasting outside, literally! I could smell bacon and it was me! xD

Spent the day tidying, editing, walking my doggy wog and reading my book. Absolutely shattered now, I only got like 4 hours sleep last night because my little toe randomly started itching last night and wouldn't stop >.<

I've got prickly heat all over my left arm. It's spreading and apparently I'm not supposed to itch. Why can we never do all the things that feel good? xD Don't scratch your rashes, don't eat too much junk food, don't smoke or drink, don't kick random guys in the bal- never mind, you get the idea xD

So now I'm winding down to get to bed, hoping my little toe doesn't start again. He's so weird.

Found out something today, I am extremely nervous of talking on camera. I had to send a message to someone today and it took 7 attempts to get my words out. It was only a little message. But I overcame it so I think that's good. Was really going to back out but I thought it's just stupid to be nervous of that, there's nothing wrong with my voice. It's normal....I hope xD

And I'm going back to read my James Herbert now, it's bloody awesome :O

Nighty nighty! N X

James Herbert

Forgot how good a writer he is! Reading 'Nobody True' at the minute and I can't put it down. Such a weird story; Jim, the main character goes on a business trip with his partner Oliver (think his name is) and winds up dead. Someone brutally murders him. The twist is that Jim has out of body experiences (OBE's) and was having one when  he got murdered. So he couldn't get back into his body! GAH!

I won't go too much into detail in case you guys want to read this...which I recommend! But now he's going around the world watching his family, his funeral and the murderer himself...freaky stuff. A lot of twists and turns and I really feel sorry for the guy. You'd better read this.

Now I'm off on eBay to look for more James Herbert books!

Nx

My Squidoo lenses.

New to Squidoo but it's great writing practice so here's my lenses!


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The TV.

Do you ever feel like the TV is just there sucking the life outta you? It steals your concentration from everything else you could be doing. 

Never been a big fan of the TV. Only reason I turn it on is for background noise. But Ben loves it. 

When he's home the TV is always on. It's so boring! I like to watch films, that's about it. If there's no good films on, I don't watch it. I think it's a relationship ruiner as well, it certainly is for a libido. I know that from experience, my exes loved gorming out in front of the TV all night and they only wanted sex after finishing watching whatever crap it is they watch xD It's weird xD

What really annoys me is when you are just watching it for the sake of it. Example, when you've seen the same episodes of Family Guy etc. and you still sit and watch it over and over again. WHY? You've already bloody watched it a hundred times! So much so that you know all the bloody lines! No point! 

You could be do something with that time, like spending time with your family or doing something productive. And when you're watching it, you hardly have any conversation with anyone in the room, every single day and allllll night. It's kind of a waste of time. Dunno if anyone else feels that way but I do xD

So...

woke up this morning without a voice, Ben WILL be pleased xD

Phoned the mental ward because my biological mother is in there and asked if there's anything she needs. She told the nurse she wants nothing from us and doesn't want to hear or see us. Apparently her HUSBAND (her drug addict carer) is bringing her everything.

Tried to play nice this week because I wanted to help but that's it now. After all they've done to me, I wanted to forget it and not hold a grudge but they can balls.

Spent the last 3 years borrowing her my food because they spent all their money on alcohol, literally to the point where I had nothing to eat myself and she never gave it me back or paid for it.

So when they come back out and they need some money, food or cider money, they can arse. Sick of being everyone's doormat. I've got my own life to look after.

She can't just play mummy whenever it suits her and then ignore us every other time.

I HAVE a mother and 2 fathers. They're there for me when I need them and don't steal all my food. So that's it.  Someone else can be her doormat from now on. I've had enough.

*cough, splutter*

I haz a cold today dear fellows. Which wouldn't be so bad if my nose's fluids didn't keep trying to run down my face D:

So bad that it gave me a nose bleed this morning...and since I get woozy at the sight of my own blood, I had to sit on the floor for a while xD

Just watched Twilight New Moon. I have to say, despite all the morbids saying it's crap, I actually liked it. Much better than Parry Hotter. Which is the same thing over and over, though I am 25, maybe that's why I don't like it any more xD Never been a fan of wizards, I'm more of a thief or assassin myself. Much rather have a sword than a stick XD

But enough about Skyrim, I'm off to cough more XD XD

Nx

Yo.

Got Ben's man flu now. Feeling a bit poopy, but since Fran's bought us Assassin's Creed Revelations, I have something to take my mind off it ;D

Finally have a novel ending so I'm really excited to write that. Not today though, my mind is an absolute cloud. Can't think straight so probably not a good idea to try writing anything today. 

Had a good night at the pub, probably spent too much money on the bingo but hey, if you don't try, you don't get....I won 6 pound....I'm a millionaire xD xD 

Anyway, gonna get off and try to eat something, have a good night guys! :)

Nik

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Waddup.

Watching Celebrity Juice, I bloody love it. Seen the Pammie Anderson one a lot though, still think she's awesome xD

Bear's fast asleep on the sofa with her head in a very weird position. Sure dogs aren't supposed to be able to do that...although she can also walk on two legs so I'm not sure she is a dog xD

Been writing again, trying to think of an ending that it awesome and not too common. But I read that there are only a certain amount of stories that are original and everything that people write about has been generally written before. Can't remember what the word for it was though.

So I'll just have to figure out how to tell my story in my own way.....or just steal the 28 Days Later ending.....nah I won't xD


Found a really good program to use, callled YWrite. Really useful for writers, you create the chapters and in the chapters go your scenes. You do it scene by scene so when you need to change or find something, its much easier. I love it. You also add your characters, locations, items etc. and tell it which scenes certain characters are in. Very helpful.

It's making my writing much easier, especially if I'm in the frame of mind where I only want to do a scene.

I'm only up to chapter 6 at the moment, although I may have made the chapters too big at this point. I won't be able to tell 'til I've wrote more.

I reckon around 25 chapters will be how long my story is, though I'm not sure, could end up being 14 depending on how long they are.

Still reading "Writing a novel and getting it published for DUMMIES" and it's the most helpful book I've ever read. You need to read it if you are interested in writing, it really helps get the imagination going.

So now I'm off to think! G'night dudes.

Nx

And today.

Has been okay, lovely weather so Nik was in a good mood and so was Bear. We went a nice walk and then took her down to mums to see a very old Pippin. Tried to get him to do some exercise and he was not pleased at all, but he did some :)

Been getting the urge to write again, my only problem is, I'm embarrassed to read anything I write! It must be due to my anxiety and that I always think I'm not good enough to do anything and that it's gonna be a big pile of crap. So I'm just gonna read it any way. I need to. I can't remember where I got up to xD

So that's where I'll leave it, I have a "How to write a novel for Dummies." to read, best book I ever bought...though for £17.99 it bloody should be!

Nx

Bit bunged up today.

Eyes are watering and my sinuses are blocking up. I've gone AGES without a cold so one better not be sneaking up on me now! xD

Been thinking about getting back into writing and started reading Writing a Novel for Dummies, it sounds crap but it's actually an amazing book to learn from. Doing some practice exercises now, e.g. viewing people and writing about the way they speak and their accents etc etc. very helpful! :)

Nx