frightened myself to death this morning!
A bird squawked outside my window and woke me up so scared that I had a numb hand. then me being me, I thought I wad having a stroke and started an hour long, bloody awful panic attack!
bloody numb hand, gonna go to the doctors next week as recommended by a friend just to make sure it's not neurological...and maybe tell them to knock some sense in.
So tired of panic attacks. especially at half 6 in the morning. It has literally exhausted me. well you hyperventilate, having a racing heart and have adrenaline pump through your body for an hour whilst crapping yourself and see how great you feel! I can literally not clench a fist I'm that tired. So I'm gonna have another nap and hopefully the demon bird won't do it again xD
on a lighter subject: my dad hath given me a laptop so I now have a working spacebar ! Oh the joy!
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